Minggu, 19 Desember 2010

Samarinda and Sampit

20 December 2010

Yesterday was the last day i conducted the EUT for Samarinda branch. Well, there was a funny story about the laundry bag. My humble mistake, really. I put the dirty clothes inside the laundry bag and leave it outside on the table.

And when i got bag, there were clean clothes hanging and neatly folded, and of course, a price tag. Haha, a friend come in and we have a short chat regarding this. The conclusion is to pay for it. While i was calling the laundry division, i thought he overheard me on the phone saying that "i'd rather buy a new one than laundry it" (because obviously the price of the clothes washed are about the same as the laundry tag, except for the batik)

25 December 2010

Yesterday, the training was done. The last session was held in the Idola hotel's lobby. Both of the people from these two branches were very welcoming. Another funny story while in Idola Hotel.

I walked into the room, and then i took the card they usually use for electricity and i thought it was the key. So i keep on trying to put the key into the room. I forgot my room number. I saw the sign "Privacy Please" hanging on the door, i thought it was my friend's doing, that is why i tried the key on that door too, luckily, no one was mad.

I got down to the receptionist,and i ask him to change the 'key', he said it was not the key =.=. So i laugh and ask for the new key, and get into the room.

Still clumsy as ever, eh? haha

Senin, 13 Desember 2010

Another Sunday - unspoken words...

Do you remember the time when i called you when you are in your friend's house on one Sunday? I called you to wish you to be well during your travel to Europe.

Actually, i still have so many things to say to you, which i did not say.
I want to tell you, that i miss you, that i love you, that i wish i were by your side, that i want to hug you and kiss you. But i can't... I am afraid that it might be a bad thing to say...considering you have no such feelings for me anymore.

I really want to say those things to you, but i know i shouldn't. It can be a great burden for both of us. I am hoping that i can control my emotions. I am hoping that i don't pick up that phone and call you right away...

Jumat, 10 Desember 2010

Disoriented

10 December 2010

I have promised myself not to let myself be distracted and not to let myself hurt anymore, but why is that feeling keeps on coming back?

Trust me, i ALWAYS tell myself not to let myself be the victim, to tell myself that i can live without you, that i have lived my 23 years of my life without you, and of course now i can live by myself, too

But, why? why do i keep on thinking about you? Why is it only you are the one in my heart? No, i don't blame you, if there is anyone to blame, it is me. I am the one who let myself to fall for you...

I really need to stop loving you, i always tell myself that...
I can't live like this forever, i know i have to change, but now,i still can't

Daily entry (09-12-10)

09 Desember 2010

It has been such a long time since i last updated my blog..

Well, things have quit down lately. My heart is not hurt anymore. Hope is always there, but i know that i should not put my hope that high anymore. The last time we met, you still give me hugs and kisses, which makes me wonder if you still have feelings for me or not..

Hm, ud...i don’t want to think that much, just let it be. Let if flow, if we are to be together again, then i think we will...

Sabtu, 04 Desember 2010

Watching you sleep

03 Desember 2010

Pulang dari airport, mandi, abis itu liatin lu terus
Kau memulai....bukannya gw nolak, cm...semua janji gw jadi hilang
Gw uda berjanji mau treat you as friend, gw da berjanji gk ngmongin soal cinta dl
oh gosh, how i love you...

04 Desember 2010

Makan aw, ke matahari, melihat ipar, gk jadi ke matahari
Timezone, main bentar, bola basket membal ke muka gw, score hanya 13 =)
Matahari lagi, belanja baju dan celana
Nonton Narnia 3D, pulang....
Nungguin lu tidur sampe jam 3, ternyata begitu rebah, lsg tertidur.... =)

05 Desember 2010

I am here beside you right now.
Watching you sleep, i don't know what to feel
Still as cute, and still so hug-able and kiss-able
I am happy, I want to say I love you, yet, i am afraid

Sorry to say, i did kiss u for a couple of time while you sleep...
Sorry, i didnt mean to do that, i have promised myself that i won't do it
But i can't

Tidurmu lasak sekali, haha, beberapa kali kau tendang
Dah gitu, kalau uda tidur, susah banget banguninnya...

Really, how i wish i can stop the time
Or maybe reverse the time...Just to be able to stay as we are...