Another Sad Friday Story

4th March 2011, 18.17 pm

Rain in pouring, i am sorry if i ask too much of you
I really want us to have a good memory, at least one...
that is why i ask you to go with me there
I am sorry that it rained, i didnt know that, because in the morning, the weather seems just fine

I really dont know what to do anymore
If you know, i gave up so many things just to be with you
I should have been packing and finding a new lodging house
But, i just want to be with you as long as i can, that is why i postpone those
If you know me well enough, you will know that i will never let a job unfinished

I think it is time
for me to face the undeniable truth
You are not into me anymore
No matter how much i love you, you just never care
You dont even care if i am sick, or havent eaten my lunch or something

BUT believe this when i tell you this
I CARE for you deeply, i am worried if you go out late at night
I am worried whether you are wet or not, whether you have eaten or not...
Somehow it is just too painful for me, and i dont think i can go on...

Should i be gone tomorrow? or should i wait till next week?
While i was helping your mum moved the chairs, she told me that tomorrow morning at 10 a.m, you will be having a 100th day ceremony of your grandma

I dont think i can go, i think i will just go back to where i belong
Make no mistake, I love you, but still, i think it is best if i leave
I just hope that you are happy

Here i am again, watching you sleep...
Till we meet again....
I hope this is the right decision u have made
You choose him over me, you choose to care for him over me
and i cant live like this anymore
because waiting for you is like waiting for a raindrop in the long drought...
Too painful and too tiring

Farewell, my love
You will always have a piece of my heart, but what we have is over.....