up to the sky, and down to the earth

So fast, time is really fast, it does fly...
it's unbelievably 2nd of Januari 2009 today....

okay, on the content..just a couple of days ago, i was still the strongest person i know, the most solid minded one (hey, at least in my head..lol) but, just yesterday, something unpleasant happened, and it involves a friend of mine, a close one...it's unacceptable. Well, at least i see that person as a close one, i don't know what that person thinks...it makes me thinking again that life is never fair, indeed....but even though i'm like this, i can still say proudly and clearly that...life is still beautiful, and i thank God for everything.

And, it turns out that i make a wuss over nothing, that person don't even remember what that person HAD said....lol, silly me.... :P. Well, it's not me if i don't take lessons from every encounters i made (yeah, i'm somewhat narcist in this). A friend really taught me well, "to err is human, but to forgive is divine"... cheers to you man !!! Bravo...i guess, i'll be needing more life advice from you again...(hopefully not soon enough) lol

oh, and about the new year's eve. we decided to have a bbq in one's house, play some cards with leftovers (shrimps, corns, corndogs as the bet). I had a really good time, thanks to all my friends (the host especially, you've been such a great friend, thanks a lot). Surely this 1st jan will forever be in my memory, with every event happpened, every word said.

I promise that i'll never, i repeat, never regret any path i've walked in my life. There'll always be a new lessons ahead...

another thing that needs to be added in this entry, i've been thinking about what things that'll really make me happy. what are they? am i clueles, or am i just ignorant? what is it? where is it? well, i for one, won't worry about that things, i believe God has his own plan for me.


and btw, Happy new year 2009 everyone !!!