Half - Closure

I don't know who or what to blame...
Is it me or is it you?
All i know, we are apart now...

I don't know if we will ever be together again...
But, please don't blame me for still hoping
For i still have feelings for you

The so called word "friend" is not what i want us to be
I love you, still until today...
All these feelings are hurting me more...

If i can, i want to cry so that i can feel better
But, i can't...

If i can, i want to forget you, and erase you from my memory
But, that is also not an option...

I don't know what i am thinking, but i still keep the images of you in my heart...
The one i promised i will keep when we were apart for the very first time...

Please, God..
Let me cry....
I can't possibly be able to keep on living like this
I need some place to vent away my feelings...

Love hurts
Love can make u happy or sad, weak or strong, smart or foolish
All at the same time...

Please, God...
If we are not gonna be together anymore, please let me forget...
If we are to be together again, please give me strength...