Another day in Banjar

16 November 2010
16 November 2010, this date is kinda historical. Who knows that one year can be this fast? It has been one year since i signed the work contract. That means i have only 2 more years to go...I can do it..

People are complicated, we always seek for a change, be it to be better or worse. One can only hope, but sometimes, during those efforts, we can be out of track, it is good to have friends to remind you always if you are about to do something wrong.
Thank you, Ayu and Liung, never met such a good friend who dare to step up and tell me what i am doing wrongly.

18 November 2011
I suddenly remember my grandma. Here is the story. My grandma was married twice. Once to a husband who abused her, so she got a divorce. My mum is her daughter from her second husband. My mum told me that, after my grandpa died, my granma is so sad, that she couldn’t sleep for a long time, and hence she had a mental disorder. Even with her state, she was very kind and protective of us. She often scolded the nanny for no reason, she even walked a long walk just to deliver the food she bought to her grandchildren.

That is why, i know that people should learn to let go of something and move on, but whenever i think about how people could meet and then separate, it is just awful. Truly, goodbye is the saddest word. Don’t ever say goodbye, for me, goodbye means that it is very unlikely that you will meet again. From now on, i will only say “see you” or “till we meet again”.

Tell the ones you love that you love them everyday, for time waits for nobody. No one knows what the future hold. Cherish every moments you have now, and you will have no regrets...