S.H.M.I.L.Y

I doubt this, but if you ever seen the status on my YM "SCHMILY"
It means:

See
How
Much
I
Love
You

I don't invent those words, i got it somewhere, but i thought it just sounds great
You know that if you let it, i will love you forever, through all good or bad
I promise you to never leave your side, to always be there whenever you need me

I am not naive,
I know about reality, i know that you don't love me anymore
I am just a fool for still loving you even knowing that you won't love me back
I just hope that i can keep this feeling, this feeling that we once had
This feeling that gives me once comfort me and make me happy

Ud, you know it will be hard for me to do this if you keep on ignoring my feeling,
I am afraid by the time you miss, it may have fade away...
I just hope that it won't happen
I can only try to keep it as long as i can
If i can't keep it anymore, i am sorry, i have done my best..

Once again, i am sorry, if any of my care and attention annoys you..
Like when i sms / call you
I never intended to annoy you or make you angry...
Even loving you is never enough, how can i annoy you >.<
I did those things because that were the only way i knew to show you how i care
If it bother you too much, sorry, my dear...

PS: I know you like white, that is why, the rose above is white