15 November 2010 - 11.50 pm
Got back to Banjar, waiting for the car for about 30 minutes. Stopped by at the tofu shop and then go into office again to work.
It’s already noon in here, i wonder how you are doing there. You never like hot weather and too crowded places. Honestly, i still have mixed feeling. I do still love you, u know that right? That is why, it is still so hard for me to let go. Since morning, i’ve been thinking a lot, about what i should do and what i shouldn’t, but there are nothing that i can decide. I am such a fool now, i know. I want to be able to blame, but i can’t... I’ve been thinking about what i did wrong, so that we ended up like this. Am i not good enough for you? Or is it you are the one who is the fool to let go of me.
Anyway, i know that there is no use for us to know who is right or who is wrong. What is the purpose o f that? I really miss what we had, the way you care for me, the way you love me, I love that all.
Do you know that you are perfect in my eyes, you are everything that i am not.
I find it funny sometimes, how i am unable to recognize streets, but you can....like how i am a planner and you are not.
As always... i just want you to know that...i love you everyday, honey...
Let me keep this feeling safe in my heart.
I do not know how long i can keep this up, but i will try it as long as i can. ..
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