Letter to you (2)

Have been doing some thinking (it is just who i am...)

Now i can see how selfish i am, i always talk about how much i love you, but i have to be honest with you, i have doubts too sometimes, one of them is about my decision to keep on waiting for you. I am somehow afraid if i might get hurt or if this doesn’t work out, then i think i will be wasting time.

But, then i realize, if i do love you, then i should wait, even if it doesn’t work out between us... at least, i have proven that what i said is true, that all those feelings i have for you is real..and i won’t regret it.

It is my own choice after all...

People don’t live forever,
I just want to be happy, and i want to make you happy too
If God permit, i want us to be happy together

Come on now, give me a smile, just like you used to.
Don’t be sad, what done is done...it is for the best...

Listening to a song which pretty much concludes what i want to say to you, hehe, listen to this well, okay?

M2M - The Day You Went Away



Well I wonder could it be
When I was dreaming ’bout you baby
You were dreaming of me
Call me crazy, call me blind
To still be suffering is stupid after all of this time

Did I lose my love to someone better
And does she love you like I do
I do, you know I really really do

Well hey
So much I need to say
Been lonely since the day
The day you went away
So sad but true
For me there’s only you
Been crying since the day
The day you went away

I remember date and time
September twenty second
Sunday twenty five after nine
In the doorway with your case
No longer shouting at each other
There were tears on our faces

And we were letting go of something special
Something we’ll never have again
I know, I guess I really really know

Why do we never know what we’ve got ’til it’s gone
How could I carry on
The day you went away
Cause I’ve been missing you so much I have to say
Been crying since the day